Saturday, November 14, 2009

The big fat corporate lunch

        “Did you like the Pizza Sir?” : A voice came from behind my head from waiter boy at pizza hut. “Ya absolutely, we enjoyed our pizza, especially the cheese toppings were delicious!” I replied in american ascent, something which I had gained just for kicks by watching loads of pirated hollywood movies !
But I had this deep thought...switching over to my original UK style.No No it’s not United Kingdom English, but my original Uttara Karnataka accent from the American ascent... en pizza no eno? namma hubballi-dharwad avarege jwaladda rotti, badnikaye palye, menacinahindi, kotra eshto khushi aage bidteve....esht divasa aat nodu tinlarada. Baddemaga....ondu tundu bread piece kottu myala eno palle haaki, bissie made noora aivathu rupaye bill hachtaan....ishta rokkadaga mane mande ella oota maadbahudittu...meaning for people from north Karnataka would like to have Jowar roti & brinjal curry, red chilli chutney which makes us delighted as its our food style. What's there in a circular piece of bread to overprice it to Rs 150, whole family could dine with with Rs 150.
      As I am not a foodie, I generally tend to enjoy eating anything in veg served with love. People tend to enjoy the food from the area they originate from probably because of the emotional factor involved with it. They connect to the people there, lifestyles, food styles etc, thus making eating a pleasurable experience. You may not admire to the extent when you daily eat your ethnic food items, but when you have it after many days...you certainly will love it lot after missing it for sometime.
              You know, when i was a kid, my mom used to tell interesting stories while she tried to make me eat. i can still remember the story of probably because i listened to it like over a million times ...may be was my favorite then ! Dad was coming to home from office after hard work & getting Mishra Pedha laddu or sweets for home. He met an ant on way which was a kind of our family friend. the ant asked about family members about me etc, this basically included the day to day activities which made the story new everytime, clever trick haan ! mom used to include what i did at school what she did recently etc. Dad after briefing the friendly ant asked about its family children etc & gave a piece of laddu for it to take it back home. It wrapped & headed for its home which was the corner near our house entrance. When the food on plate was almost getting over, she told the hard work & the pain that goes behind the scene : the scene of her making me eat. the story behind every rice seed. A farmer ploughs the field with hard efforts day long in hot sun, puts the seeds in the soil waits desperately for the rain, prays to god that rains should be sufficient & at the right time, cuts the crop cleans it & sells to shopkeeper, dad earns for it with hard work in office, mom brings it from shop & cleans & cooks it...so this is the story behind every rice grain. After hearing this who would even think of wasting even one grain in plate after finishing the lunch. not even a child right ? I would get a bit scared & simply finish the last pieces of food on the plate. What I gained was respect towards food in general & the wisdom or realization that there could be hundreds of hungry stomachs which can get the food if I don’t waste it. Things were simple to implement this funda when i was kid as mom used to eat in same plate, so technically i did not waste any food. Generally Moms have weird ways to make their kids eat anyway, so food for me has always been an emotional factor rather than an enjoyment or passionate sort of thing. Hundreds of farmers in India even today commit suicide owing to their situation of debts no rains  etc & we so called while collar people assuming that we do lot of hard work sitting in front of computers for the whole day, reading some statistics on internet about these stuffs, dine at costly restaurants ordering the things we aspire & passing comments over every item we eat, scolding the waiter for not making it exactly as you had told him. Well, I feel all this very uncomfortable to be a part of this scene. In really appreciate the process followed in our office the left over food is taken in Omni to to NGO. So we need a process to prevent the wastage of food, which is so precious. If somewhere the food is extra, it should reach the hungry stomach somewhere else. Please just spare a thought when you eat the next time. This is so true isn't it ?

The Shayari Scratchpad

Well, why follow the rest in naming a compilation as diaries like the 'The Motorcycle Diaries' or 'The Basketball Diaries' etc. So here it is the shayari notepad or scratchpad, as you know there always exists a possibility of improvising on the same.
I am not a scholar, I am not a writer...
I am not a Shayar, its just that my words are on fire !

Pyar ke rahon mein chalna tumne sikhaya....
Pyar ke haseen ehsaason ke sapne sajana tumne sikhaya....
Zindagi ke najane kis ajeeb mod pe, jab tum chal diye apne raaste, tanha hum reh gaye...
Tere intezaar mein hum khade hai unhe raahon mein, jahan hum judaa ho gaye.....

En haseen lamhon ke ehsaason mein kho jana hai
Bas tere intezaar mein waqt guzaarna hai
Jo bitaya tha humne pyar ke do pal
Unhe jeevan bhar yaad karna hai

Tere Khamoshi ne woh saare baatein keh diya
Tere dil ke dhadkanon ne dard ko bayan kar diya
Dil ne to chaaha tha ke tera har sapna poora ho
Ab to dil bas itna chaahta hai ke tera dard kam ho

Humne muskurake saare Gham chupa liye
Zindagi ke savade mein saare sapane bech diye
Zindagi ke in tede mede raaston mein aise ulaj gaye ke manzil bhool gaye

Chhaha hai tume sacche dil se
maanga hai tume rab se badi mannat se
phir se aaoge tum mere zindagi mein
ban jaaoge tum sur mere jeevan se sangeet mein

Aaaj Shaam samudra ke teer par chalte chalte yeh khayal aaya....
samudra ke lehroon ke tarah, mann mein ashaein uth rahe hai
dil ke dhadkane tumse milne ke khushi mein tez ho rahe hai
yeh dil to pagal hai, jo samjhata he nahi
bas tere aane ke intezaar mein sapane sajata hai

Tumhare ek haseen ehsaas ka ek lamha bana do humme..
Tumhare khayaloan mein guzara hua kal bana do humme.. 
Tumare kahani ka kissa na ban sake...
Bas itni se dua hai khuda se
Tumhare ek muskaan ke vajah bana do humme...Amen

Iss dard ko humsafar banake hum chale 
Najane kahan le jayange yeh zindagi ke raahein 
Tumhare bina na rasate ka na manzil ka hai humme pata
Tasalle milli iss dil ko... 
Jab tum mere parchayi mein nazar aaye.

Aasun beh gaye iss baarish mein
Jise saare armaan ghul gaye ho 
zindagi ke majbooriyon mein
Ek diya dikha tha door se
Ek toofan se usse bachane hum chale
Najane kaise hai yeh kismat 
aakhir mein hum teeno humsafar ban ke chale


Monday, June 8, 2009

random thoughts.....

i wanted to write something interesting but can't think of any interesting topic...suddently an idea came to my mind ..why not just pen down whatever coming to my mind without caring for spelling mistakes , improvising on english, grammer etc....so jsut write down....just going with the flow..like a leaf in the wind..without direction or destination....wow this is coming pretty good.i suppose ...my english improved i feel after all that hard efforts of sleepless pirated movie watching...well what to write...whatever i write should be interesting enough for others to read..come oonmind soon think of something interesting somehitng catchy ...i know nothing of topics like cricket sports politics bollywood gossips etc..only i know is about astronomy which is kind of weird thoughi sometimes find it so interesting & yet cant devote much time to it....whatever it is i am feeling sleepy after a day's hardwork ..hardwork or hardly work...just giving brain some thought process...Ah !! drifting away mind control urself...come to somehtng interesting ...somehting about soulmate...somehitng about innovative idea that ewould have prevented the plane crash...somthing good technolgy that would have avoided the accident ...may be pre-knowing of approach when such a situation occurs....exit criteria...just like a king who knows well that he is gonna win the war but just prepares fopr the worst i.e an escape exit plan when totally unexpected happens...what i am talkking about king ? war !! oh brain brain u need some rest but y u persist...to continue..on this...i picked uop a book today ...buying a house..i wondered it would have sold many copies may it had been home instead of house but well this gives an introduction to build upon ur dreams to buy a house..home loan fundas etc etc..it tells u how u screw ur life for next 20 years by hopelessly depending on the salary to pay back ur home loan installaments... god give me a break..these weekends are an illusion they simpy dwindle away so fast...time seems to fly away...on weekends..& on weekdays its snail pace...with work like a bee...& some1 stealing all our honey in one go.... oh whats happenning to me...i am driven by some unusual interest to check my gmail....& i shall continuw writing in time slots between checking mail...wait whats it called in OS terminoligy...hann context switching.....i can see many mails from members of BAS- bangalore astronomy society..there is one mail from my good friend colleague...oh fuck whats the spelling of collegue..i still don know...ya from nishigandha...but i remember by calling her nishi itlsef..may be it is her nickname...wahtever..wow !! its her marriage invitation card...wow am so happy for her...when is the marriage...june 14th !! oh no icant atend it is in pune & i have a workshop on Asteroids & meteorites by Vishnu reddy in planetaruim here....anyway i will have to congrtulate her & ask who is the luck one...then there are several mails from BAS akarsh, amar etc some1 has observed NGC 7000...whats was the full form of NGC..oh i seriously dear, sorry fear that i have amnesia...i tend to forget the technical things even at office told by my teamamtes smitha vinayaka Arzu & deepak..they often tell "i told you na? " oh i should get cheked with a doctor...hope i will remember this & not forget it right away...forget what? what was i trying to remember?? oh no again forgot...if i remember again then this would not be called forgetting as i could be able to recall it ..so forgetting is same as remembering then !! Ah lookin in internet....NGC googling...oh no buddy its not national geographic channel...google woiuld have been unbeatable company if it were able to read mind for searching the required info....let me try NGC, astronoomy...in search box..Ah there it is New general catalogue...NGC 7000 is a some nebulae...its just a book of facts & figures of iobservations over a period of years...its like god has kept us busy blindfolding fromt he truth by keeping us occupied in catalouging these figures...which does not take u anywhere...there are mails about upcomign solar eclipse trip to varanasi on arounf july 22nd .this eclispse is very rare event & i want to fly to see it ...with my freinds fromn astronomical society...have to apply for leave..there is one mail from amari who has accepted my yesterday;s comment oin her blog saying that technology needs to be much advanced to eliminate such accidents...i say advanced to the extent as in minority report where travelling in a vehicle is fully automated without any interference from humans as human actions are always subject to errors...oh i am feeling thirsty ..but i remember i must not drink much water because i am too lazy to get uop midnight to pee...anyways i am feeling very sleepy now...zzzz...bye....gn...hey wait gotta post this...anyway who will read it anyway..anyway will post...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

So long & thanks for all the mystery !!



This post is under construction

God is like a magician. In a magic trick say for e.g. named something pretty as ‘The vanishing elephant’, the magician shows an elephant on stage. The audience is wondering how could possibly the elephant disappear when their sense of sight is confirming fully on the presence of elephant. The magician covers a black cloth or something which possibly & intently diverts the attention, not letting go of the attention of the presence of elephant though & removes the black cloth & the elephant is disappeared. Though quite amazed in a refusal to believe their senses the audience wouldn’t clap because it’s not enough to make the elephant disappear. He has to bring it back. He covers the cloth & elephant reappears & the audience is truly amazed seeing the elephant back same time wondering how can he possibly do that? God is just like this magician or bigger magician than him & knows all the tricks & never ever reveals his tricks because if he does, his importance would vanish away in the story of universe. Our universe is just like this elephant except for the fact that we & our consciousness are an integral part of this universe. The god makes the disappearing & reappearance of the elephant can be compared to the non existence & existence of the universe. The eyes see it the ears hear it & the mind believes it. God uses this covering of a black cloth as a means of misdirection to just bring about a change in the scenario i.e. the presence of the elephant. Our consciousness is the audience which believes whatever is the conclusion of the processing of the information by sense organs. The universe merely exists as a collection of concepts as understood by our brain. A set of theories put forth by physicians which mind accepts & believes in it without a choice. A collection of facts & figures which the human mind tends to believe. Just like the black cloth we are blindfolded from the truth by engaging us in exploring the things which are too complex for human intelligence. Cataloging the stars, galaxies etc would never come to an end as there is simply infinite number of them. Solving the equations with assumptions made for them experimenting the conclusions putting forth high fundamental theories would never come to an end. Exploring the micro world of atoms & molecules will never lead us to the absolute truth. This is a world pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth. A truth so vague like this the elephant is truly present or truly absent in the first place itself. What importance the first place has when the magician performs this trick multiple times. And the audience stress their mind to explore the trick & probably some of them may ask the magician in person. But the magician would not simply tell the truth because his purpose & ofcourse his business is gone if he reveals the trick. Instead he successfully misdirects them think about the covering black cloth & this is the exact situation the mankind is today struggling hard to find the way universe works.

It has been said that something as small the flutter of a butterfly’s wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world ….Chaos theory

Universe can be considered as a chaos, where things happen in random probably not following any laws or almost all following physical laws except with exceptions like black hole etc where the known laws of physics break down.

Indeed true…everything in the universe happens as per the physical laws the laws that were formed in beginning of time. Even the entropy increases at increasing rate this also follows all the laws. They may be complex enough because human mind may not be capable of accounting for all the parameters involved in it, same may be the case with super computers. Probably our brain may evolve to the extent of processing speed of supercomputer but that’s not gonna happen now as we already have super computers, so there is no need for the brain to run anyways !

Our universe is 13.7 billon years old…what do I make of the universe ? A great sense of mystery…a truth so magnificent & so profound yet so obscure. I still make the same sense of mystery which the stone age man could have made. With all this intelligence understanding gathered over ages contributions from intellectual minds in science & philosophy..still I don’t understand the universe. I am driven by the void desperate feeling seeking answers to the mysteries of universe but cannot help in anyway coz I am lost completely in the fabric of consciousness which is supposedly made up not to discover the ultimate truth.

Or perhaps not so easily & soon. . We have come a long way ahead in scientific & technological terms but yet so little we know how universe operates?

The vastness of the space itself behaves like a time machine which allows us to see the past. Our sun we look at is 8 minutes older as light from sun takes that time to reach uslight rays from distant galaxies etc are in their path reaching our telescopes still. When they reach a new object is discovered which you can probably name after your sweet heart. That object may be there or may have vanished in the cosmic evolution by now.

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