random thoughts.....

i wanted to write something interesting but can't think of any interesting topic...suddently an idea came to my mind ..why not just pen down whatever coming to my mind without caring for spelling mistakes , improvising on english, grammer etc....so jsut write down....just going with the flow..like a leaf in the wind..without direction or destination....wow this is coming pretty good.i suppose ...my english improved i feel after all that hard efforts of sleepless pirated movie watching...well what to write...whatever i write should be interesting enough for others to read..come oonmind soon think of something interesting somehitng catchy ...i know nothing of topics like cricket sports politics bollywood gossips etc..only i know is about astronomy which is kind of weird thoughi sometimes find it so interesting & yet cant devote much time to it....whatever it is i am feeling sleepy after a day's hardwork ..hardwork or hardly work...just giving brain some thought process...Ah !! drifting away mind control urself...come to somehtng interesting ...somehting about soulmate...somehitng about innovative idea that ewould have prevented the plane crash...somthing good technolgy that would have avoided the accident ...may be pre-knowing of approach when such a situation occurs....exit criteria...just like a king who knows well that he is gonna win the war but just prepares fopr the worst i.e an escape exit plan when totally unexpected happens...what i am talkking about king ? war !! oh brain brain u need some rest but y u persist...to continue..on this...i picked uop a book today ...buying a house..i wondered it would have sold many copies may it had been home instead of house but well this gives an introduction to build upon ur dreams to buy a house..home loan fundas etc etc..it tells u how u screw ur life for next 20 years by hopelessly depending on the salary to pay back ur home loan installaments... god give me a break..these weekends are an illusion they simpy dwindle away so fast...time seems to fly away...on weekends..& on weekdays its snail pace...with work like a bee...& some1 stealing all our honey in one go.... oh whats happenning to me...i am driven by some unusual interest to check my gmail....& i shall continuw writing in time slots between checking mail...wait whats it called in OS terminoligy...hann context switching.....i can see many mails from members of BAS- bangalore astronomy society..there is one mail from my good friend colleague...oh fuck whats the spelling of collegue..i still don know...ya from nishigandha...but i remember by calling her nishi itlsef..may be it is her nickname...wahtever..wow !! its her marriage invitation card...wow am so happy for her...when is the marriage...june 14th !! oh no icant atend it is in pune & i have a workshop on Asteroids & meteorites by Vishnu reddy in planetaruim here....anyway i will have to congrtulate her & ask who is the luck one...then there are several mails from BAS akarsh, amar etc some1 has observed NGC 7000...whats was the full form of NGC..oh i seriously dear, sorry fear that i have amnesia...i tend to forget the technical things even at office told by my teamamtes smitha vinayaka Arzu & deepak..they often tell "i told you na? " oh i should get cheked with a doctor...hope i will remember this & not forget it right away...forget what? what was i trying to remember?? oh no again forgot...if i remember again then this would not be called forgetting as i could be able to recall it ..so forgetting is same as remembering then !! Ah lookin in internet....NGC googling...oh no buddy its not national geographic channel...google woiuld have been unbeatable company if it were able to read mind for searching the required info....let me try NGC, astronoomy...in search box..Ah there it is New general catalogue...NGC 7000 is a some nebulae...its just a book of facts & figures of iobservations over a period of years...its like god has kept us busy blindfolding fromt he truth by keeping us occupied in catalouging these figures...which does not take u anywhere...there are mails about upcomign solar eclipse trip to varanasi on arounf july 22nd .this eclispse is very rare event & i want to fly to see it ...with my freinds fromn astronomical society...have to apply for leave..there is one mail from amari who has accepted my yesterday;s comment oin her blog saying that technology needs to be much advanced to eliminate such accidents...i say advanced to the extent as in minority report where travelling in a vehicle is fully automated without any interference from humans as human actions are always subject to errors...oh i am feeling thirsty ..but i remember i must not drink much water because i am too lazy to get uop midnight to pee...anyways i am feeling very sleepy now...zzzz...bye....gn...hey wait gotta post this...anyway who will read it anyway..anyway will post...